Nightmares or Wishes?

On Thursday night I had a dream that I was getting married. I was going to be wearing my mother's wedding dress and marrying this guy. I couldn't see the guy's face so don't ask who it was. My Aunt Trudy was helping me get ready and as I started to put on my mother's dress, it turned black and became really short and tight. I mean really short...like stopped at my stomach. So I started screaming and my Aunt Trudy came running and we both freaked out. The groom came running to the dressing room of the church and took one look at me and said "I can't marry you." and walked off. I took off the too tight dress and threw on some clothes but it was too late. He was gone. Then a friend of mine from the Virginia BJ's (his nickname is Shaggy.) walks past me and I grab his arm and say "Do you want to marry me?" He shrugs his shoulders and says "Okay." So my Aunt Trudy grabs him, throws a tux on him (don't know where she got it) and get's him ready while they try to find a dress for me to wear. Then I try to finish getting ready and my hair becomes a mess, my makeup is running, my shoes don't fit...everything that could go wrong, is. So I'm sitting on the floor crying, and my Aunt comes and sits next to me and as she's trying to console me, she turns into Marlena from Days of our Lives. I swear to god it was her. I don't know whether or not I made it down the aisle cause the alarm went off.

Okay, next dream...Last night I had a dream that I was dating Joe again (ill) and I couldn't get ahold of him cause he was in the Army. I tried calling his mom but she wouldn't help cause she's a bitch and doesn't want me to have anything to do with her son. As I'm frantically calling every phone number I could think of, he just suddenly appears in front of me and says "I know you've been looking for me and I'm finally here. But I...." and the damn alarm went off again!

So people, do I subconsciously miss Joe Kraft, my ex-boyfriend who was a jerk even though I love Jim dearly and wouldn't trade him for anything in the world or do I secretly want to see Joe again because I had no closure? And about the other dream...do I actually want to marry Jim or do I just want to get married to get married, especially since I basically just picked some random guy in my dream to get married too? Help me here! I need advice!