Good Weekend

Hello everyone...last night a friend and I went to go see "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind". Wow that movie was good. Extremely original and entertaining. I want this movie when it comes out on video...I want to go see it again and I would pay the $8 for another ticket. Made me cry it did. I won't get into details about it 'cause I'm sure there are some of you who want to see it but let me just tell you this. It's a love story but it's not a chick flick. Guys will dig it and girls will love it.

Since when did Tinseltown start id'ing people for R movies? Has anyone ever been id'd for movies? Well I got Id'd last night and I'm 27 years old. Go figure. It was kinda nice since I don't get carded for smokes or alcohol anymore but it was still weird. And since when did concession people walk around in the theatre before the movie caring soda and candy? Have I been that much of a hermit? I thought I was at a damn baseball game. Kinda weird. But the worst is that even though they are selling sodas to people who are already sitting down, they don't make sure that the soda isn't flat. HELLO! Stupid people. But it was still a good movie! Loved it!

Today I went to do pilates for the first time with Nocian. Holy shit it kicked our asses! I am so out of shape! There were some exercises that Jen could do that I couldn't and then there were some that I could do that she couldn't...then there were some that we just sat there and looked at each other and said "Yeah, right." It felt good though and I'm not in too much pain twelve hours later. I'm looking forward to working out tomorrow before work at 3:30pm (hint, hint Ms. Michaels). Well, I'm off to put some laundry away, cook some dinner and go to bed. Later.

Where do I start?

First of all, I'm really freakin' tired so I don't wanna hear anyone's crap today until after I've had at least another 2 hours of sleep and at least one 7-11 coffee. Last night was the third night in a row where I didn't sleep all the way through. I keep tossing and turning and I'm not comfortable. And once I do get back to sleep, I have to usually wake up about 3 hours later anyway which means I've been cranky for 3 days as well. How does my boyfriend live with me?

Today, is our 2 1/2 year anniversary. Is it stupid to wanna celebrate a half anniversary? He seems to think it is but I figure why not? I could understand if we were married and doing it but we're not. Anyway, he's going over to his friend's house and I'm probably gonna hang out with my girls. Now I'm getting bitter. I can't believe he's gonna pick wrestling over spending some time with me. Am I really that horrible of a person? Guess it's gonna be a drinking night tonight.

I am really psyched though because I joined the RAC for women in pittsford. I'm starting to work out 'cause dammit I have a 10 yr high school reunion in November and my boyfriend would rather watch wrestling on tv then wrestle with me in the bedroom. And I'm tired of who I see when I look in the mirror. As I told one of my managers at BJ's yesterday "There's a thin gene in here somewhere...I just have to find it" And the best part is that Nocian and Kacie joined too so now I have workout buddies which is even better! We can support and motivate each other and drag each other's lazy asses out of bed. So I'm off to workout. Hope everyone has a good day.

new story on revelations

hi everyone. I just updated "Revelations". It's a long one (6 chapters) just to warn you. I expect comments people. I know where you all work and live and I will come after you if I don't start getting some comments. Got it? Okay...off to bed.

When is it gonna be spring?

I mean seriously. When? It can stop snowing anytime now. I would like to go and clean my car for starters. I would like to have that first cookout that everyone looks forward to. I would like to not have to sleep with two blankets and the heater on. I would like to be able to wear shorts 'cause let me tell you....my legs are pasty white. That is not my natural color people! I need color! Oh well, off to work. Maybe spring will come while I'm there. Later.

"Daddy you're wack." - Chandler

Who wants to know what I did on Monday? Come on, who wants to know? Okay I'll tell you. Monday was pretty slow up until about 4pm when I had to pick up my brother from Bryant and Stratton. He was late of course but as soon as he got in the car I rubbed his head 'cause his hair is cut really short and he hates when I do that. He had his portfolio with him which almost took up the back seat. He's a graphic design major. Anyway, a quick stop at the post office and we were off to pick up Chandler. She got in the car and started yelling because I never pick her up on Mondays and she was soooo excited. Once she found out I was gonna hang out with her and her father all night she gave me a huge hug in the car and we were off. All three of us were hungry so off to China Buffet we were. While we were in the car I told Chandler all about the mean things her father used to do to me when we were younger and she started hitting her father! LOL. I shouldn't laugh but it was funny. Every time he tried to defend herself she hit him and said "You have to be nice to Aunt Kim." "I told you to be nice to Aunt Kim!"

We were listening to the radio and my brother said that whoever was singing was wack. We all know what that means. But Chandler doesn't. She thought it meant wacky. So she kept telling her father he was wack. "Daddy you're wack." We made it to China Buffet and the girl is definitely a Bunzol. Her first time up she got two plates of food. One plate mac and cheese and pizza. The other egg rolls and sweet and sour chicken. The next trip up she got shrimp. I mean, a lot of shrimp. And she ate every single one.

Next up was George's new apartment. Holy cow people. Something is up with Greg, his roommate. We walk in and the first thing I notice is that the carpet is spotless. I mean you can see the lines where it was vacuumed. "George, who vacuums?" "Greg does." Okay. Up the stairs to the bedrooms and on the wall are 4 plates. You know - the kind that old woman put on their walls. "Are those Greg's?" "Yup." Just so everyone knows, Chandler doesn't like Greg a whole lot but then again she doesn't like boys except for Papa and Daddy. She doesn't even like Uncle Jim and we've been dating for 2 1/2 years! Okay so anyway, we go in the bathroom and it's all dolphins. I mean dolphin carpet, dolphin towels, dolphin shower curtain and dolphin shower curtain holders. What guy matches stuff that well? And it smelled girly. Now I have no problem with gay people. I do worry though when they are in denial and can't admit it. That boy could be on queer eye.

So we watched some old American Music Award Shows from like 1995 and we played the infamous Fiona Apple Speech which is hysterical. I love it...she's so stupid! Here's the speech:

Man, ah man. I didn't prepare a speech and I'm sorry...but I'm glad that I didn't because I'm not gonna do this like everybody else does it. Um..'Cause everybody that I should be thanking I'm really sorry but I have to use this time. See Maya Angelou said that we as human beings at our best can only create op-opportunities and I'm gonna use this opportunity the way that I wanna use it. So what I wanna say is, um, everybody out there that is watching; everybody that's watching this world...this world is bullshit and you shouldn't model you're life - wait a second - you shouldn't model your life about what you think that we think is cool and what we're wearing and what we're saying and everything. Go with yourself....go with yourself. And there's just a few people that I want to say something to. I want to say Momma, I love you. I'm so glad that we're becoming friends. Amber I love you. You're my sister. You're my best friend. Andrew Slater no one else could have produced this album and no one else did....Um...And it's just stupid that I'm in this world. But you're all very cool to me so thank you very much. And I'm sorry for all the people that I didn't thank but man, it's good. Bye.

Man I love that. It makes my brother and I roll with laughter. Anyway about 9pm it was time to take Chandler home. Literally one minute after getting in the car she was asleep. It was a good day. :)

It's Monday

So to fully understand the extent of my brother and I still picking on each other when we get together you're just gonna have to go read "Sibling Squabbles". You know how to get there...Just click it, read it, comment, love it. Later.

Hello people. I actually should be getting in the car to go to work but I'm procrastinating. The only thing I have to look forward to this week is Monday. It's my day off and I'm going to go see my brother who I haven't seen in probably a month and a half and my niece who I haven't seen in two weeks. Anyway, we're gonna go to his new apartment and hang out and probably pick on each other like we used to when we lived together. I can't wait. Why am I a glutton for punishment? Oh well...I'll have fun, he'll have fun and Chandler will be on my side just 'cause I'm a girl. You go baby girl! Okay....now I have to go to work...Bye!

I have absolutely no enthusiasm for work today. It's too damn cold outside and I don't want to wait for the car to heat up just so I can go to work and have to deal with stupid members. I would much rather sit at home in front of the computer and work on my stories. I so need to get published so that I can have money. So I can quit my job and actually do a job that I want to do. When is it gonna happen? WHEN? grr. Working 2 jobs still isn't helping to make ends meet. Not when I gotta borrow $20 from my wonderful boyfriend just to put gas in the car. Blah....I can't wait for camping in July. A week away from my jobs! Oh well, off to work I guess.

I have only one thing to say...

I've only been awake for 30 minutes and I already hate everything.

Too Early (Yawn)

Some of you who know me well are probably asking yourself "What in the HECK is she doing up this early on her day off?" Well, let me tell you. First, the alarm went off at 6:29am so that Jim could get to work by 8am. We have Frasier (the dog) over last night and he decided he wanted to jump into Jim's spot of the bed. Then (maybe it's just me) Jim seems to have this habit that everytime he enters the room, he leaves the door open. So I can hear him going to the bathroom, making coffee, opening the closet...breathing. So I close the door, he opens it again. I close the door, he opens it again. It's like a seesaw. By this time, I'm awake and my mind is racing. About things I should do today, how I'm gonna make my car payment this week, stressing about having to go see 'Master and Commander' tonight because I lost last night playing the game "Acquire". On a side note, what the hell is the point of taking anti-anxiety medicine if I build up intolerances to it? Can someone please tell me? Jeez.

So that is why I am awake. After Jim left I got up, feed the dog, made myself some hot chocolate (yum) and started checking all of my usual websites I hit when I first wake up. And people, do I have to pull a Ryan on your butts? Leave comments! Do you think I'm doing this for myself? Don't answer that. I need feedback. I'm needy! All of my friends know that and so do most of the people I work with. So comment.

My one goal of the day is to call up The Health Association because they are messing with my hours and didn't even tell me! My stepmother had to tell me. What kind of BS is that? That coordinator is in for a RUDE awakening. I live paycheck to paycheck. You can't just not pay me because you screwed up the paper work...stupid b%*@h. REVENGE WILL BE MINE!

Okay well know that I've done some venting for the day, I'm gonna go clean the house a bit. Later

Hi everyone! Just to update...I've started posting some of my stories on here..Go to "My stories and poems" and click on 'read me'. It'll take you there. I'll try to get some more stuff on there soon. Later.

Girl's Night

So last night was girl's night. It had originally started because my boyfriend went over to hang out with my best friend's boyfriend while I was at work and she had nothing to do. Well, after a few schedule changes at work, we created girl's night while they did their thing. I think we have way more fun 'cause all they do is watch wrestling, CSI, Survivor, and drink. They sit on the couch and zone out. Boring. It's just the two of them and a 3 year old. And usually, one of them falls asleep but I'm not saying who. Anyway, last night, I had Jen, Kacie and Tobey over. (Yeah, Tobey's a guy but we needed him to play cards. And he lives right upstairs.) Kacie brought over Southern Comfort, Grenadier, sour mix and T.G.I.Fridays cause we were starving. Jen brought over a bottle of Spumante and ice cream so we could make drinks, I had the Pepsi and the Aldi's cheesy puffs and Tobey had no cigarette's so he bummed all night. After looking up some mixed drinks on the internet, we got ready to play some Canasta. Yeah, we know it's an old people's game but we're addicted. Leave us alone!

Too bad Tobey had no idea to play. Every time Jen had to tell him to pick up or discard she drank from the Spumante bottle. Jen was drunk in 10 minutes. It was great. It's not often I see my best friend drunk so it was definitely the highlight. After a miserable first game where Kacie and I kicked their asses, Jen wanted to switch partners. Poor Tobey, no one wanted to be his partner. But I became his partner and we got our asses kicked. But it didn't matter 'cause Jen was drunk, I had a couple in me, and there was non-stop laughter. I love being with friends who can make you laugh instead of people who are just constantly negative. Who needs that? Life is negative enough. So thank you Jen, Kacie and Tobey. You make Thursday nights worth looking forward to. Oh, and Kacie, I gotta find a new mouse pad! EWW!

But alas, next Thursday will be just Jen, my niece and I. So no drinking, but still definitely lots of laughter. Kacie, have a good time in Florida...we're gonna miss you while you are gone!

Later everyone!

P.S.
*That perfect girlfriend thing on the bottom? That is soooo me..and yes I'm rare! Not the cheater!

Blog stuff

I'm currently in the process of playing around with some of the sidebar stuff on here and I wanna put in people's blogs that they have or some websites that they like...If you have some that you want to have posted, email me or leave a comment...It's my day off and I've got lots of things to do....Later.

Not a good day

It's only noon and it's already a bad day. I can feel in my bones that it's just going to get worse. Why you ask? Because I have to go to work today at the wonderful wholesale club named BJ's. Customers...wait, sorry...MEMBERS....will probably piss me off because they won't know how to use the stupid self-checkouts that don't even work properly. Okay people, here are some guidelines for the self-checkouts. Read them, learn them, use them or else I'm coming after your dumbass:

*Don't use them if you're in a hurry....they are slower than going to a regular cashier!
*Don't try them if you have two carts full of food and 4 kids squished inside those 2 carts...you're asking for failure.
*When the belt rejects an item and the automated voice says to "please remove all items from the front belt" it doesn't mean for you to leave it on there and to stare at it
*Don't go through self-checkout if you can't pick up every single item out of your cart...there's a reason it's called self-checkout..think about it
*If it keeps rejecting your item, it's not because you didn't throw it on there...so don't...that's why they break
*If you can't read English and don't know how to push buttons on the screen don't use it...please go to a cashier who knows what they are doing

and finally,

*Just because you don't know what you're doing, doesn't give you the right to get mad at employees...you picked the self-checkout....deal with it

So that's just one of many things that will probably piss me off today...but right now there's just too many to get into...have a good day