So today I went in for a test/interview with Preferred Care for data entry operator. The test went great... 8500 cph with only 1 error. The interview went well... she said she plans on calling me back hopefully in the next week to meet with the next person in the hiring process. And now that I'm home, all of a sudden I feel like I have a guilty conscience. 'Cause in less than three weeks, the Christmas season will be upon us at BJ'S and if I do get this job I'm gonna have to go part-time again there. CRAP! They already don't have enough people to work as it is and if I do get this job (which would pay at least a buck more) they are gonna have even less people. I guess I feel bad 'cause BJ'S (as weird as it sounds) feels like my second family and I will feel like I'm letting them down. I hate feeling this way.
Maybe that's why I'm always so emotional at work. The only other time I get that emotional is when I'm dealing with my dad and brother. I guess as much as I hate BJ'S, I guess a part of me actually likes dealing with my co-workers and such. It's kinda like dreading knowing that your weird Great-Aunt is coming for the holidays and dreading it the entire time and then the finding out the day before that she can't come 'cause she has the flu or something. You're a little relieved but at the same time kinda looked forward to her picking on your family members.
Maybe I'm just on too many cold medicines and should go back to sleep. Naw... I should probably call BJ'S and ask if I can work for a few hours. LOL. "Sigh" Where's the phone?
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