9.14.2005

One Day...

  • I will go through all of the pictures of my mom's sitting in the corner and put them in new photo albums because the old ones are falling apart
  • I will get up at 8am and clean the house from top to bottom
  • I will have saved enough money to go buy everything I want from Lane Bryant
  • I will stop being so insecure about everything and just accept life as it comes
  • I will go back to school and make my life better so I can leave the evil that is my job
  • I will get married and have lots of kids
  • I will find a man who wants to get married and have lots of kids
  • I will have friends that I can trust
  • I will not see the other side as being greener
  • I will not forget to take my medication
  • I will send my novel out to a publisher and not cry when it comes back "rejected"
  • I will lose enough weight...not so that someone will love me but so that I can love myself
  • I will stop being so hard on myself
  • I will take a trip around the world...just me and my trusty camera
  • I will not cry because friends have hurt me
  • I will see my mother and grandparents again
  • the thought of my mother will not reduce me to uncontrollable crying but to uncontrollable smiles
  • I will live where there is no snow, tornadoes, hurricanes, earthquakes or morons who run the country
  • I will once again look forward to getting older

But today is not one of those days

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