Sometimes I just feel if I was beautiful everything would be okay. I want it to be like the movies where the ugly ducking grows into this beautiful woman and everyone loves her and the movie ends happily ever after.
I just want to scream!
It just feels like there is something missing from my life. I'm not happy. I've isolated myself lately from my friends. I desperately want to feel connected to someone on some level and I just don't seem to be able to.
I want someone that says "bless you" when I sneeze. I want someone who tells me I'm beautiful every few days. Someone that says "yes I love you" without it sounding like they are saying that to their mother. I want to be loved passionately and deeply.
I want to be normal. I want to be unique. I want to be thin. I want to be beautiful. I want to be able to laugh and not have it feel so alien to me. I want to be something...anything.
I want to feel alive again.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
~coldplay
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